Feeling A Lot

All of a sudden, this wave of emotion has found me.

I don't like being criticised.

That's interesting since my xxxxxxxxxx criticises me all the time.

It feels sharp when it happens.

I try to soften the blow it deals.

I try to xx xxx it away.

Sometimes it feels so unfair and unjust.

I am so sensitive and words really cut me.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so sensitive.

But my sensitivity is also the source of my power.

When people I care about misunderstand me, it hurts.

When they berate me, it hurts.

I cannot control how anyone will engage with me.

I can share with anyone how I'd like to be engaged with however.

I can at least do this.

I can share the way I would like to be spoken to and dealt with.

Another is allowed to do the same.

We can agree or agree to disagree.

I won't be victimised in the face of Feminine Challenge.

Rather, I will use Her challenge to return again and again to who I really am.

She can be as upset as she wants.

I will use Her challenge to strengthen my word and actions.

Love --> Truth --> Action.

Always.

I have shrunk many times in the face of Her challenges.

This time, I will face Her directly. Any Woman & the World too.

Aunty xxxxx.

xxxx.

xxxxxx.

Any Woman.

& The World.

Jarryon